Kai come home last Wednesday..
And Mom took him to the Doctor's a few days ago, but this dumb bitch woman there with her own kids didn't listen to the rules of the Doctor's office, waiting room and stayed at the desk instead of going to sit down, and my mom caught the flu this woman's freakin' kid had.

And now we think Kai might have gotten it too...
A flu or a cold is very DANGEROUS for an infant and could KILL him!
He's a lot fussier then usual, and he coughed a bit today....
I'm very worried.
And if this was up to me I'd take him to the E.R.
But Mom says she needs to find if he actually is sick, and dad thinks he's ok...
He dowsn't sound too good, worse then his usual self.........


I'm very scared..
I tried to hold him today and he just started screaming. I just felt so useless....




Today at the mall wasn't any help either.
I went on over to the mall to get some ideas for Christmas, and we were looking around for about an hour, Sladge and I.
And we see these two deaf boys in the same store with us.
After awhile Sladge sits there and she glowers suddenly. I looked at her and was like. "What the hell is your problem." and she goes. "They're faking it..."
I stared at her funny and looked at them, the two were a ways off from us doing sign language as they looked at T-shirts.
Looked real to me.
So I said. "Sladge.. They're not faking. LOOK at them."
and she goes. "They made a noise then laughed.."
I just shook my head and went back to whatever I was doing and Sladge moved past me and the two boys saw her move and glanced at her and she does the sign of
"I love you." then FLICKS THEM OFF!!!!!
WHAT THE BLOODY FUCK?!
Luckily only they saw her and myself. but they looked at me with these....Heartbroken looks as if saying "Why..?"
And I didn't even have time to turn red.... I rushed past Sladge and slapped her as I passed her and went up to them. Pulling out my notebook from my bag and a pencil and started writing in the neatest heandwriting I can do and Apologized.
I don't know sign language...

And I actually started to cry a little for them. Apologizing again.
The one boy wrote back and said "Why?"
And I wrote. "I don't know. My friend thought you two were faking and she got Offended I guess.
Her cousin's partway deaf. But again, I am SO very sorry. I don't understand WHY she did that.
Please don't judge her or myself on her stupid actions. She acts before she thinks, and she really is a nice person."
He smiled softly and wrote back.
"Don't worry about it." He saw me rubbing my eye a little and gave me a hug, then waved and left with his friend explaining what I said.
Sladge had dissapeared from sight when I was doing all of this.
I grabbed Sladge and we just left the mall alltogether.
When we were out of earshot of everyone I started SCREAMING at her.

I mean really.
Who the hell does that?! and even if they were faking, what if they were CRAZY!?
They might have withdrawn guns and shot at us or something!!!!
YOU DON'T SCREW WITH PEOPLE HERE!!!!!
I finally just got angry and told her to come back to me when she learns how to behave in public, grow up a little, and not make me feel like a mother who's babysitting when I want to go somplace with a friend.
She kept apologizing to ME.
but not the two boys she OFFENDED!

To be honest. after that I'm REALLY considering my friendship with her....
I love her and all..
But seriously.
That was REALLY fucked up....