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Ehh ((forewarning, there's complaining in this >

Thu Oct 26, 2006, 6:20 PM
So I pulled off my idea of faking tuberculosis on the bus on the ride home. Funny as hell, the girl spazzed as I had hoped and was actually QUIET.
Makes me fathom on pulling more pranks like so. O.o...


Ehh... Lately I look around me and it's happening again...
Every year there's this time that rolls around that lasts for a duration of four months..
Oct through Feb..

Can anyone guess??..Couplings.
*shakes her head slowly* Kinda like a bitchslap to the face, really.
My friend Nina broke up with her bf Stephon and less then two days later three guys ask her out.
O.o.
And now she's going out with my friend Chris. (Not Sladge's ex Chris, Different guy alltogether..Kinda dorky.)
And I see that my friend Pudding hooked up with DJ.
And Sammie got a new gf, Zeffie.

Usually I'm not one to complain about such. I love seeing my friends together so happily, ya know?
It's nice to see them so cutesy. But I dunno anymore. With my mother bitching at me more and more, and me growing to resent, dislike and even atimes HATE her more and more, my parents staying up at the hospital.
Friends too busy to even chill with me.
shit even Sladge has found better things to do then inhabit my house.

Now I wont lie. If I was REAAALLLLYY desperate for attention, I could go with one of the two guys who do like me.
But one is a Freshman, cute and all. But WAYYY too young and immature for my taste,

and the second is a bit.......Psychotic, and like my friend Ozz told me a long time ago about a girl that liked him.
"I don't want to be included in a suicide note"
And that's exactly what I'm afriad of with him..
So yeah..
There's that...

I Feel like I'm the misfit suddenly. even to my own group of morons.
And having your parents and family basiclly call you a failure, a pain in the ass, and a trouble child almost everyday doesn't help the matter either.

So if I get a bit grouchy or nasty and short with anyone.
It's just because of my own issues. Not really trying to piss anyone off.

Again. I think I'm going to take a break from DA for awhile, and just go delve into some artwork and hide away from friends and my family.
I wont reply to comments, and I'll prolly post up some art (for once)
But yeah.
Minxie= Hermit.

O.o....

So yeah.... Uhhh..
*akwarded out suddenly*

I......I'm just gonna go..

  • Mood: Rejected
  • Listening to: Lennin- Just one

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Awwww! Poor master! *hugs her master*

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It's harsh. But we gotta keep on moving, rolling with the punches.

My friend Logan just got kicked out of his house because he wouldn't go to rehab, mainly because he personally took the steps to stop taking drugs and HAS, and the last rehab instructor advised him to drop school and take rehabilitation full time, which Logan had to refuse.
It's the second time Logan's been living on the street. It hasn't been easy for him but he still maintains a good attitude with a friendly disposition because he knows his homies will always watch out for him.

In the mean time... Is Ozz talking about someone else or just not feeling very pro-Manjuice?
Ozz doesn't know you at all.
And the male I was talking about in the journal was a friend of mine here in FL, Not ozz or you if that's what you're thinking.
I think (and hope) you wouldn't reach that high of a limit as to where you'de want to commit suicide. O.o

Due to the fact people from my school are reading this I can't name the exact name I want to, so I'll send you a note.

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Here I sit, left to pick up the broken peices of my heart that you've left behind in your chaotic wake... Yet I still go on even though you've tormented my soul ~ Minxies~
I stopped thinking about suicide a LONG time ago.

Switched over to homicide.
We have jackets. And membership benefits.

YAY.
Homicide isn't much better, love...

^_^;;;;
lol. Jackets are always nice....
hmmmm..
*rubs her chin in devious thoughts* <<
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....Hehhehehehee........O.o

..Happy Halloween..

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Here I sit, left to pick up the broken peices of my heart that you've left behind in your chaotic wake... Yet I still go on even though you've tormented my soul ~ Minxies~
This is a bit late to comment but...I still am going to say something. Don't feel left out. You're just having trouble finding someone fitted for you. If you wait, I think you'll get lucky. And when ya do, ya gotta stick with it. It's actually hard having a relationship. I know. *smacks boyfriend*

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"I understand war. I understand procedure. I understand rules and regulations. I don't understand sorrow." -- Charles Manson

"Wait. Are you comparing me to GOD?" -- 'Dr. Gregory House'
And you FAKED tuberculosis? And someone BELIEVED you? -_-'

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"I understand war. I understand procedure. I understand rules and regulations. I don't understand sorrow." -- Charles Manson

"Wait. Are you comparing me to GOD?" -- 'Dr. Gregory House'
*nods slowly* Aye.

But sadly. The only person I DO like lives 7 states away from me TT_TT

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Here I sit, left to pick up the broken peices of my heart that you've left behind in your chaotic wake... Yet I still go on even though you've tormented my soul ~ Minxies~
And yes. I faked TB and this chick believed me.. It looked pretty realistic, and my bronchial sounding deep coughs helped pay it off BIG TIME!

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Here I sit, left to pick up the broken peices of my heart that you've left behind in your chaotic wake... Yet I still go on even though you've tormented my soul ~ Minxies~

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